___Endless x_Story

lazy afternoons`

Wed, 18 Nov 2009 08:56:04 GMT

Not dead not dead~

So I have decided to put in another effort to keep this alive.. well sooner or later these holidays I'll start running out of thigns to do and begin to complain so I guess this is what that's for.. but so far the holidays have been pretty eventful. Time to present my recent GAMES =D =D

12/11/09 - Revived in the World of Warcraft! (Started playing again after buying a 2month game card because of Garson!)
14/11/09 - Reached level 50!! - Tauren Druid
17/11/09 - Played M9 lazer tag for the first time

Pretty exciting eh?
Yeah Alex's lazer tag bday outing was pretty fun considering I haven't been lazer tag as I slept in on an previous occasion which I could have gone to a lazer tag. In both of the two games we played, I came second in my team as Zeron and Icefury =D losing one game (overall) and winning the second by 400 points =O =O Yeah close stuff

So any new news?
I get emails from Square Enix Europe occasionally about new games and annouocements. And recently one included an annooucement about FFXIII! Watching the video, the release date is OUT!

9 . 3 . 2010! remember it well =)

Yeah.. apart from that I have accomplished any milestone today
18/11/09 - Updated resume and ready to job hunt! + Updated blog, keeping it alive

I'm sure I deserve an achievement for that =D

So I'll leave it here and go back to catching up to Garson's level 80 paladin XD

Over and Out.

the beginning and the end`

Tue, 10 Nov 2009 10:08:25 GMT

So once again my blog died.. as joanne says..
Dead, gone, R.I.P?

All my failed attempts to resurrect it seemed pretty hopeless.. don't know about this either..

Anyways..
I figured I should type something here since my last post wasn't even by me <_< obviously *wonder who*
and even so.. that was like 3 months ago during my birthday.. ah.. oldness

Yeah I tend to notice that I usually don't have much to say about my life.. boring and such.. although hobbies.. hobbies... what hobbies? I haven't committed myself to anything for a fricken long time. On the other hand, I did have a tendency to write about my life.. every fricken day.. but I seemed to have laid that off too.. on that note; it IS pretty interesting reading exactly what you were thinking back in the day.. reminds me of.... memories......

So I have thought about it.. and my realisation and resolution to this lack-of-things-in-my-life-to-talk-about problem, is to address GAMES =) haha yes G-A-M-E-S, Great Achievements Mike Earns Sometimes... or something like that =D

So far.. I have just achieved Survived Four Major Exams HORRAY~ (doesn't mean i passed.. that's another achievement =) and yes i stole these achievement images from TF2 )

So what is left for Mike now?

Well now I can game freely of course =D although my standing on mmorpgs is still... boring, cbf, waste of time, waste of life etc etc.. so I probably will not start WoW (again).. (plus I'm too cheap to play $20 a month and start as a level 1 naked elf/troll/human/tauren again).. so probably more HoN and stuff..

I also want to finish some games.. like seriously.. I find that I cannot stick to one game and completely finish it.. yes this includes FFVII, VIII, IX, X, X-2, Dissidia (in terms of story modes.. 3 left =( ), Kingdom Hearts 2, KH 365/2 Days and so on, so forth. BUT I seriously will aim to complete something.. sometime or other.

And also on that note; I WILL GET A JOB... NEED THE INCOME

Things to Accomplish

Completely finish a Final Fantasy
Get a job
Keep up this blog (possibly)
Go somewhere different (than Sydney)
Go out at least once a week

That will be all.. and PLEASE PLEASE let me pass QMB and Accounting 1B PLEASE

And I will include a list of things to watch

Things to Watch

10 Seasons of Friends (again)
Finish Kim Possible
Watch Soul Eater
Watch a extensive list of movies in cinemas and at home

Yes..
The start of the epic 4ish months holidays..
I hope everyone has fun =D

lalala~

Interim Dividends.

Wed, 12 Aug 2009 05:55:33 GMT

SOOOO READERS, i'm sitting here in an accounting lecture, bored out of my mind SO THAT'S WHY I DECIDED TO REVIVE MY BLOG!!! =D
Ahahah yes i know you are all happpy that i'm blogging again ;) cause you know, i'm kinda .... lame =S

I know that my entries haven't always been intersting or entertaining so that's why i FUCKING ALEX, STFU =.=

llololo? i have like 5 minutes left on battery until my laptop runs out, HOW GAY
hahhaha i was playing dota before AND LOLROFLCOPTER i got owned =(
so i decided to RQ COZ YEAH,,,, I COULDN'T HACK IT GUYZZZ T__________T

OH BTW
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BTW : CR = BAD DR = GOOD
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hahahahaa
cya later alligators!

P.S: i am so ecstatic about tomorrow :D

okay so i'm back again... you know what guys ... =(
one of my friends has decided to go HK forever to attend univserity there...
so now i'm not going to see HIM ever again.. x( it's UPSETTING how distance and other seemingly trivial factors can fade friendships like that (hahah josh has faded imagination, whatta loserzzzzz) yeah it's sad =(
SO LIKE , YOU KNOW, BE HAPPY WITH WHAT YOU HAVE RIGHT NOW

haha joanne LOOK! it was still saved on my laptop XD

the way it goes`

Tue, 07 Jul 2009 08:51:38 GMT

hmm it seems that holidays are quickly ending but not before sem 1 uni results are release..
man i hope i don't fail.. that will b disasterious =O

these recent weeks as proved to make these holidays seem better than the earlier weeks.. but it always seems so..
so.. jay chou concert? fully seemed lik going to asia again.. well with a little or alot more people you knew and such.. jay's choice of song preferences were debatable but overall it was pretty good =) can't help but notice the subtle advertising for ALL his movies by playing the clips and singing the theme for it XD man i miss marketing bs, don't have any of that next sem =(

after just a few hours of sport.. badminton and bball, the following day my body just died =( god..im so unfit =( now i'm just gonna get fat cause i've done nothing but eat and play games as my aunt came over from canada.. on that notee.. california is south east of the states not north =.="" got to remember that for pictionary XD which btw jenny and i defeated the arsons aka gayda XD =D =D although i feel a rematch is on tomorrow at alex's.. good pictionary times
california is highlighted

with the upcoming release of coraline (although it's already out and available ;) ) it reminded me of another similar film.. tim burton's corpse bride, which btw i really liked. especially the dark and strange nature to it but i guess it's the way you see things through other people's eyes. although i haven't watched coraline yet, i will soon, and i need to rewatch corpse bride again, i'm thinking coraline should be just as good =) the night before christmas creepiness is good too =D in kh theme for halloween town is awesome

not very much left to say really.. need to adjust my sleeping patterns.. still yearning for more.. running strapped for cash.. and very unbothered?
i guess that's how it goes..

oh btw the hangover is a great movie, reccommended =) thnx david
and happy bday ada for yesterday~

the indifferent`

Sat, 27 Jun 2009 03:32:35 GMT

day 9 of 31

counting down like this makes me so anxious =S and in the 8 days that have passed and unless i do something implusive after this post, i'll say 9 days.. and i have not made the most of it.. but sometimes it's just not possible

mm is it because we're all older now? and don't do such implusive things? actually no.. i implused a $130 jacket from YD the other day =.= but i wonder what happened to those.. outings planned in the morning or the night before.. and what happened to going out every single day of a holiday? ok i may not have the funds to support it but im sure there are ways that doesnt spend money.. i think
stayed home for going-to-be 4 days.. i started playing games lik alot of games.. with the release of dota 6.60 (the new dota) i've been camping BA everynight to play.. with the exception of last nite cause it was down, which basically takes me days into the early mornings of the next.
i've been playing counterstrike source.. after many months or years (i forgot) of not playing..

not bad eh? =PP

and i think i should tf2 soon too.. but there's all this new shit and weapons which i want to unlock but it takes alot of skill too get the achievements to unlock them =(
i've also started on project rage ro.. although it is pretty same old same old ro so i'm not very inclined to play nor is the idea of mmorpgs excite me atm.. wasted my life on it too much XD but it can be a suuitable past time till dota time =)

i watched a movie last night.. literally called "young people fucking" and no it's not porn <_< it was just about 5 different situations and couples and the problems that faced with their relationship and with each other when trying to have sex.. i.e. the couple, the friends, the exes, the roommates, the first date.. some were pretty lols and wtf but the rest were pretty stereotypical and cliche but i guess thats how i work too =) so it was lik which situation would i like to b in.. according to the cliche couple, they fight, hav no interest, complain about being bored and pretty much argue. the friends just hung over the fact that its zomg their best friend, the exes that hide their feelings, the wtf roommates which still doesnt make sense to me and the first date which was lik 0.o
pretty much they all sound crappy but the resolutions made it better i guess

anyways..

it really doesn't seem like anything will happen today.. oh wells.
working 2morrow.. anyone want to come visit me? =)
hmm imma try to this poll function XD
edit: ok this shit doesn't work =(

itsumo waiting.. it all makes sense

over`

Thu, 18 Jun 2009 12:08:47 GMT

so exams are over!!

and holidays are here.. 31 days of post-hsc-like freedom and no strings attached.. or are there?

exams.. hav been tiring.. waking up at 7am on a rainy winter morning isn't the easiest thing to do.. and results don't really assure me of anything great coming july 10th anyways..

but nevertheless, 31 days to wonder, and roll in bed, wondering

however, my excitement for these holidays vanished as soon as it started.. i think i was more into looking forward to an event happening and now during it.. it seems bland and overrated.. what can i do now? actually, its more like.. what am i BOTHERED doing...? limitless possibilities and very limited motivation haha very ironic

and still, 31 days left to decide

tis coldd but it just makes sleep alot better
however, i had to worst nightmare last nite...

he decides - due to trends in rising production costs, it shifts the supply curve to the left, resulting in a loss in producer surplus and an excess in demand. reduced total economic surplus will reduce his economic profit in the short-run and may result in shutdown in the long-run if price is less than the minimum of his average total costs. he is then forced to try expand production but with current resources, it is an unattainable point on his production possibility curve and with price floor, he experiences an economic loss which also experiences the law of diminishing returns for more inputs invested. this results in him choosing his dominated strategy boastering in negative externalities which passes the cost-benefit principle which is - to sleep

screw you micro

over..

the fool`

Fri, 05 Jun 2009 03:28:19 GMT

rawrrawrrawr

omg finals start soon and i can say i am totally not ready nor in the mood..
last night marked the end of a semester and yet it had little resemblance to it.. only till after the finals i can truly say "we're safe.. for now" (l4d reference).
anyways.. everyone is getting sick. (get better soon!)
me?
don't think so.. hope not? don't really care..
swine flu and such.. i mean the only way you can truly not get sick is lock yourself in your room with a hole in your door for food to arrive and of course you need some kinda toilet too.. so i guess prisoners gain some sort of protection? but apart from that, is everyone going to stray from what they do usually? as a precaution; not go out, no get into contact with anyone and shut themselves up..
i guess i just don't like the fear..
in fact, i depise fear
if there was no fear.. then we are all just foolish.. would you be a coward or fool
until the day a masked man captures us and shaves us bald like natalie portman in V for vendetta mayb you can get away with being a fool but i guess for now, we can hold onto our fears.. and be somewhere in the middle

anyways...

E3! the annual gaming convention for the big 3.. sony, ninentdo and microsoft to boast about their lastest and greatest innovations and games.
spent a night on that last night.. so much for studying.. sigh

list of things to look forward to

final fantasy XIII - next northern hemisphere spring
final fantasy XIV online - yes wtf already announced and won't even be much longer after XIII.. too bad its a mmorpg
left 4 dead 2 - out 17 nov
starcraft 2 - end of this yr
golden sun ds =O
kingdom hearts 385/2 days

gg fail uni..
even with that atm, i'm currently watching dragonball after that disgraceful movie interpretation of dragonball evolution and i'm playing pokemon.. just cause jenny has been deprived of pokemon in her childhood.
my party
torterra lv 41
scyther lv 35
luxray lv 35
golduck lv 33
haunter lv 31
bronzor lv 32

i really need to do work =.=

and for that, horray~ winter is bak =)

back from the beyond`

Fri, 29 May 2009 13:18:29 GMT

hellloooo world!

well firstly.. so much for my "holiday" log.. i never finished and i cbf trying to recall my month in hk after my 10 days in tokyo post...so let's start anew =)

anyways since the great influx of people blogging and various other influences, i crawled my way back to this dark dark place to give my unregularly regular rants.. good practise too in prep from that complusory liberal course which requires me to write journally things.

since uni have started we've seen the coming and going of a few things; phase ro, which i might add took alot of our time and could be for the better since it died a few weeks before our finals.. however only to spark interest in other pointless games which brings me to my next point, restaurant city! which at this very moment is in server maintenance and has a steadily declining motivation to play... we've seen the coming of new friends and the goings of people you once knew...comings of bdays.. JENNII, CONIE, UG.. goings of moneys =(

however this uni life is definitely worth the wait.. the wait i've wondered the worth for a long time.. let's see.. hours of bumming at the uni exchange? tick.. groups of friends? tick.. dota? ticktick

so free atm.. after 11 weeks of hardcore bludging, group working, bumming, perdisco-ing, quizzing.. we're all here now.. all at the beginning once again

i'll leave everyone with my camp group dance song =)

almost there

.

Sun, 28 Dec 2008 16:47:27 GMT

The One That Never Was

Just cause it's all in your head
Doesn't mean it has to be in mine
Don't believe what you said
Still can't get it out of my mind
I've tried to find myself in approval
I've already been there, already done that
It got me nowhere
It brought me nothing
But a good place to hide in
No one to confide in now

I guess you're the only one

everywhere but nowhere`

Sun, 28 Dec 2008 16:32:23 GMT

ok these holidays are just dragging now..
i'm not looking forward to anything..

in fact, i am scared.. scared and angry at the likely possibilities and outcomes of things.. that may or may not impact so much..
ok maybe it will.. it will rock my world and bring it to the ground.. once again? to be..but i can't stop thinking about it.. its just a timer that ticks away in my head, counting down... while i'm helpless or just too damn far away.
or maybe i just can't make the leap.. i always believe if someone pursues something they really want.. nothing can stop them? but i'm looking over the edge and thinking of other ways
or maybe i am sure.. or unsure.. or so sure that i'm sure that i can't get any more unsure.. it doesn't make sense

no.

i am sure
i dont want to leave. i dont want you to leave. i dont want anything to change. but then it is just like these holidays.. just dragging and bound to cease... damn that phrase, nothing lasts forever.. yeah nothing.. what about everything?
waited so long.. so where's my happy ending =( sighh
ok truthfully, i expect nothing. i don't think it will be favourable? because that is reality right? the one that you don't like, the one that you don't want and the one that you'll give anything to avoid.. and i've nothing to give.

i just hope they prove me wrong

still so far`

Wed, 24 Dec 2008 15:52:57 GMT

Already day 17 of my epic 2 month holidays...

already tired.. and already missing home (sif not) and already ready to go home..
well i've been to hk and ive conquered 10 days in tokyo

i dunno.. still got 5days in korea and lik ALOT of days in hk.. i dunno what to do anymore! u cant shop that much.. well i dont think i have enough mopney for that.. thinking of buying alot of things but i never do.. cause its pretty impractical for me to buy a ps3 or a computer in hk and bring it bak..

i mean i didnt buy much in jap but my luggage rose from lik 12kg to lik 21kg + a sports bag...after jap... WTF! XD dw i got stuff for everyone.. so you better buy me stuff to =) hehe
the place we stayed in jap.. k's house was pretty good for a hostel.. never really been in one before. hotels are quite lonerish while hostels have a community and you talk to randoms and you share advice =) also the k's house comment book.. check in there if anyone actually go and look at the entry under the 28th of dec 08 =)

10 days in tokyo (may not be in the rite order)
day 1 = shinjuku after checking in (straight to a famous ramen place int he middle of the red light district then grabbed from free mags ;) )
day 2 = harajuku; takeshita st = win
day 3 = akihabara; electronic and otaku central alrite.. good place for other things too XD
day 4 = shibuya; found all the landmarks in "the world ends with you", hachinko statue, mogoji statue, tower records, 109 building, cat street =)
day 5 = asakusa; visited the temples and shrines, failed looking to rent a bike while lazy opted to rent one from the wide range on the streets XD
day 6 = ginza; mustve been the worse day.. this place is too rich.. =.=" (also uai depression)
day 7 = roppongi; tokyo tower? couldnt find much nite life.. while leaving the hostel at lik 2pm =.=" it was dark after one meal... 2nd worse day perhaps
day 8 = harajuku remake; for more shopping.. it was implused to replace out fujiQ plan cause we didnt sleep until...4am
day 9 = everywhere remake; i personally went bak to akihabara and shibuya.. i didnt hav time for harajuku or shinjuku.. but it was still a good day to shop
day 10 = fujiQ; 2hr bus trip from shinjuku at 9am.. but well worth it.. today was the best and busiest day.. the theme park is uber.. pwns luna park with 1 ride.. the fujiyama.. 79m high?!? gg =.=" and we thought it was lik 50m... we went onsen afterwards and even bowling.. and THEN 2hr bus ride bak to shinjuku and we still ventured for more red light district ramen.. god that was good XD
day 11 was bak spent in our area b4 training it bak to narita

i think i mastered the japan rail systems and lines.. =)
and its sad that i had to leave =( i want to go bak....!! i miss japan, and the uber politeness, and the uber vending machines =( .. sydney should consider investing money into hot drink can machines =(

oh wells..
i think being overseas.. im not caring much abt things such as thehsc and uai.. i mean i still checked it for the sake of it but i got over it pretty quickly.. even xmas doesnt feel lik xmas even with shops spamming xmas carols <_< sigh...

but hey.. now i dont hav to pay 100yen for 20mins of net =.="

still so far..

someday_22

infinitely true`

Sat, 06 Dec 2008 07:07:08 GMT

only 3 days left.. then it'll feel lik i never existed =O well 2 months is already 1/6 of the year.. (and 3 months is 1/4 ... 0.o)
too long.. too long

basically finished packing now and slowly preparing little things for the trip such a playlists on ipod, games on nds =)
i checked my most played songs on my ipod.. its rather a low count after i got it reformatted after it screwed up

67?!? yeah it's not much but i guess i dont discriminate among my songs now as everything is a good listen =) but i believe if it didnt reformat then 安靜 would be leading with a play count of abt 300 and followed by various other jay chow classics

a few other things had happened since my post, including k.lau's party and the much talked abt, "mrsky" cruise.. k.lau's was a relaxed party.. played pool heaps =) while the cruise started off slow but the cruise was nice.. with random events such as girl/guy auctions and a hunt for alkie thieves 0.o but the top deck was win except then it got too windy and cold
gonna take a break 2morrow and stay home and finish packing, enjoying the nice quiet life in syd minus the gaygayhot summer weather where u can do anything BUT stay home, b4 i leave. my dad even left b4 me.. wtf =.=" now i hav no1 to drive me to airport =( anyone want to volunteer? =) ohhh and i got my braces off! and now my teeth are freakily straight

this will probably be the last post b4 i leave.. cause well im lazy, hav nothing to say or just straight out busy <-- not really true, i've started to learn my hiragana (finally) through the help of my nds and a jap learning game.. pretty useful really. learnt abt 40-50 characters? =) (probably lik 30 if you dont include the hakuten sets) but i take ages if i try to read words one after the other =.= with time i guess

i rewatched enchanted again the other day (cause of jassmyn ^^" ) but mainly cause i wanted to watch the scene with the songs and mainly "so close" cause i am that emo kinda guy and wannabe romantic. it made me think abt stuff, the cliche "awwww"s aside. like how nancy in the end just went bak to adalasia without a second thought? seeking a happily ever after while giselle remained in reality and all of its pains.. but however giselle's story was much more happy in the end apart from the lame dragon who just slipped and fell and thus "saving" everyone =.= i do think im the kinda guy who would want a happily ever after, afterall isnt it happiness we all look for? although.. happily ever afters dont really exist... so then would i take that plunge into adalasia? probably... not.. but i noe there would be some people in this world who would glady escape from reality much lik nancy and live in a dream..
i still like to dream though... however i think now... i am less of a believer

so now i shall leave everyone with a nice song from lifehouse

and yeah.. i guess ill see everyone in 2-3 months... =(

i'll definitely miss sydney and everyone

here by me`

Tue, 25 Nov 2008 04:23:04 GMT

so.. very tired =.=

especially after the recent nsg formal (at crystal palace) and practically no sleep afterparty at oaks maestri towers... rather funny and entertaining and stonerness but damn im tired..
yeah i should be sleeping but this doesnt stop with a dinner 2nite so i cbf'ed
tech formal (at shangri-la) was interesting.... XD the place was good and food was nice also but the music was lik.. bleh and no1 was int he mood to dance.. and i've come to the realisation that, at every formal there must be one or more of the following.. ymca.. nutbush, time warp.. etc etc + other more recent songs.. well if minor variations of like... 5,6,7,8? XD oh wells

there is... 14 days b4 im gone.. wtf where did all my time go =.= i dunno but leaving for so long will definitely make me miss alot of things.. lik.. my bed =(, great satisfying home comfort and the people of course =) but that's the downside of travelling and having fun i guess..
now if only u can combine all of these......

these last 14 days r... pretty packed... kinda
but with a few significant notices.. such as getting my braces off finally! i dun think i look as werid as other people with braces so it's not as noticeable and such so it wont b much fo a difference? just the comfort thing again.. umm also should make days with everyone....
but once again.. i havent spent a new yrs in syd.. for a while =S not that we haven't already exhausted everything you can do in syd but.. it's just nice to b home

and i'm still always questioning my determination and lack of motivation to achieve anything.. such indecisiveness and reluctance (aka laziness for some things) probably grew from the years of complusory schooling and the choice being made for you.. probably a scar that will just need time to heal.. but obviously there isn't much time =.=

oh and im fucken losing weight WTF... i need to go on an opposite of a diet... whatever thats called

lost dreams`

Mon, 17 Nov 2008 11:13:10 GMT

it seems like my blogging rate has declined greatly.. well it was suppose to be fit for the purpose of a holiday log in the first place..

but here is a prolonged delay on a blog.. before formal? 0.o yes it is formal 2morrow =O yeah everything feels too fast.. and you're just not ready? haha not meaning the formal itself but how things that you hav planned for the future just quickly comes and goes.. much like alot of other things in life.. sad really
and formals? it's not lik im not looking forward to it but after yr10's it's not much of a big deal you noe? well not for a guy anyways.. spent abt $200 this time, thats pretty cheap really.. i needed new black leather shoes anyways =)

since this freedom began.. ive only had a few outings/parties.. nothing special.. also wasted my life on world of warcraft.. but i guess now it doesnt matter (for now) not that i want to.. but i've nothing else to do until i go overseas (in 22 days)
hmmm ive also cleaned out my room!


recycle pile                                                 keep pile
- stuff that i want to get out of my life.. including books                    - this includes usually creative stuff that i want to keep to lol later
notes, papers and crap since.. yr 7! =.="                                            - aki's hair artistry hehehe =)
- gg uac 07.. b comm was lik 93! =O gg this year =.="

i dunno but all this freedom has its downside... doesnt everyone feel so pointless? its lik.. omgg what is left in our life =.=" i dunno! after so much compulsory crap.. now everything is a choice.. and being indecisive as i am.. is it really worth the trade off? i infrequently think abt it now.. doing so much mindless stuff...

i noe ive been told not to think many times.. but thinking is good.. to some extent =) i just lik to refer to my picture book collection of shaun tan's work.. damn theyr so good.. i want the new one "tales of surburbia" or sumthing. but in particular "the lost thing" and the quote "i don't tend to nothing things anymore... too busy doing other things i guess".... too busy...? too busy to sit bak and notice the details? i really wouldn't like my life to be so dedicated to something lik a career/work and in this case (for comparison) wow... i dont think i would become lik that but then.. in reality... it would not be too good.. oh wells

gawd.. and i would lik to flame the american economy and the australian economy for having the tendency to be a sheep... WTF is $1AUD = 62yen.. DAMN YOU =.="

mayb things can turn out better than you thought they would be...

then again.. mayb not.. so don't expect anything

end of the road`

Sat, 08 Nov 2008 01:54:16 GMT

I am official hsc-free as of the 6th of november

it is kind of sad.. how excited i was to finish, that chem test was lik BLAHH to me.. depressingg but the epic wave of "spring cleaning" i hav to do, while going out and playing... WoW has began to engulf me.. although i am reluctant of chucking things out. Isn't it amusing to find stuff you wrote a few years ago and read and just laugh at urself XD i mean i still have my year 6 HOMEWORK book =.=" it is quite amusing but i guess some things are worth keeping while.. somethings are not? Such as my msn space.. it's cringe worthy at times but sometimes you just have to be glad that everything happened =)

But I know this isn't worth keeping...
Before

After

hehe =)

man i'll miss school... the forced meeting/seeing all the person you enjoy being with... (or don't enjoy so much with) fills up that nothing-ness and directionless part of your life.. I'm sure people would agree that they would go to high school without HSC... but then it would just be pointless.

I also feel the short of time... in fact I am leaving in 31 days.... for 2 whole months =.=" that's 2 years i missed new years in sydney.. kind of sad too =( (last year if you remember, i was in darwin airport and i could see fireworks when the plane took off)...

sad times.. sad times..

Hollow Means`

Fri, 31 Oct 2008 08:59:10 GMT

it's halloween!! =O

however living in australia and being azn that doesn't mean a hell of alot =.=" but to miserbly attempt to keep the spirit upp, here's some various halloween-type stuff XD click click!

it's halloweeen chip n dale! i 4got which one is which XD but i believe the black nose is chip and the red nose is dale =)
jack skeleton anyone? =) chibi version hahaha he's from the nightmare b4 christmass... he's actually a ncie guy =.="
halloween sora! vonnie version =) haha heartless legs r kool =)

people still come to my house to trick or treat and we just ignore themm hahaha ^^" so much for festive spirit XD

but apart from that... DEATH TO HSC MATHS! YESSS and i've been pretending to finish hsc as well =) need to go out! but chem is in... a week... plenty of time i guess haha
but i got my ashford academy costume!!! =O if you dunno what it is... click here =) it's what the guys r wearing =) lallalala LOOK! =) it was WAAAAAY too fricken hot today to be wearing anything longer than no sleeves.... but yeah... i cbf taking high quality pics though XD so... sample! lelouchhh~

hehe me and me plus jackk~

yeah there wasnt really much but to blah abt my uniform XD hmmm wear it to formal you say? yess but ill look too royal for all of u's hahaha =)

i feel so tiredd =.= damn this hot weatherrr.. whats so good abt dying in such heat huh huh =P i really should catch up on sleep.. which i havent been doing.. and lately im just getting impatient =.=" i blame it on the weather but just... bleh! i will start studying soon.. but until thenn the WoW hype is bakk and everyone has started/will start to play.. it's gonna b epic =)

but with that... happy halloweeen~ =)

Forgiving Calmity`

Thu, 30 Oct 2008 12:07:12 GMT

just a small post today, while tomorrow is the BIG one =)

just want to introduce this really nice song, instrumental that is.... dearly beloved from kingdom hearts II haha yes i noe what u may think but game aside, this song is just so.... nice and calming..
like i listen to it lik b4 a stupid hsc exam if i start to stress out =)

simple and repetitious as it is... the simpleness gives it its nice-ness~ it has a melancholy happiness to it.. which kinda represents my mood alot of the time so its fitting i guess.. i mean if you're not in the mood then its really not a song you listen to, just skip it lik i do but when you are, i find myself repeating the song which is already repetitive.... haha ^^"

simple melody and great accompaniment = win

the accomplished`

Mon, 27 Oct 2008 09:29:33 GMT

YESS!! no more 4u MATHS! even though i failed

at least there is NO MORE IMAGINATIVE JOURNEY WITH NUMBERS and there's only easier numbers now!! muhahah <-- lame

anywayss... i reckon i deserve this break even though 3u is in a mere day and so... well the cramming can be left till later! and relax tonite =) always tomorrow.. always tomorrow

mann... i need to stop eating crap liklik.. krispy kremes but they are oh-so-gooooood... no self control on food =.=" unless i feel emo and hav no appetite =) oh wells.. until thenn (wednesday) i should have more maccas apple pies... damn i crave one noww.. *calls parents*

my free2go roadside assistance thing came! another memerchip card thingo.. which will add to some wholesome collection of cards which i'll never usee... well for those i have driven noe, im a PRO driver and dont need any assistance whatsoever =) im just in for the free stuff as azn as i am =)

so after today's epic headache and coming bak in.. gawdddd gg heat.. trains and buses with no aircon and sweating all the way, i need to emphasise my support for my beloved winter... stupid global warming as made the "in-between" seasons i.e autumn and spring go crazy.....and i just hate all that sweating of summer so... BRING BAK WINTER PLZ!!

that is all =)

breaking the silence`

Sat, 25 Oct 2008 01:25:37 GMT

this is the most suprisingly addictive song.. from JJ's Sixology~

silently awaiting`

Fri, 24 Oct 2008 10:23:18 GMT

man...
what is this?!?!?!? why does maths want to make you just quit lik maka --->>
*sigh*

oh wells.. always tomorrow?

everyone's just waiting for hsc to b over and i'm no different.. and everyone has thigns to do after hsc... important or not? somehow I don't think i am the same
what do i have to do....? sleep...? eat...? oh yeah thats about it... just waiting for something to happen i guess
always have been waiitng and will still continue to wait... and wait till what? who noes =) but i'm never patient enough

what im waiting for

death of maths
death of chem aka end of hsc!
food to cook XD
formal + possible post-formal events?
random events e.g bonfire nite?
bday/organised parties
going overseas
possibly something else

sum up of post-hsc things to do

sleep
eat
sleep?
play wow
play tf2
finish organising overseas?
organise some after formal events
BLOG! hahaha
oh yeah and sleep

that's enough bludging from me =) itsumo waiting~~

for the moment`

Wed, 22 Oct 2008 10:58:16 GMT

the beginning`

Wed, 22 Oct 2008 03:05:15 GMT

OMG! omgomgomgomgomg

It's more space, blog, journal whatever =) Haven't done this since... who knows when =.=" msn spaces hahah

I swear this was suppose to be a holiday log or sumthing or other but I'm typing in it now... HSC boredom i swear...
It's so close to finishing (except I have 50% left) but I'm already relaxing.. that's not kool....
But damn I can't wait till it's over... everyone finishes before me too =(

Soso.. this isn't much of a blog.. just to start things off.. but special thanks to jenny for making everything.. literally, my job was only to write this hahah ^^""""

Everyone should watch Soul Eater!! Sooo good =) after Code Geass of course.. which I'm goign to get Ashford Academy's uniform soon! yayayay (Lelouch Lamperouge's ^^ )

More will come in time =)