You know what? No matter how much uni sucks, I'm glad for it.
I'm so glad I did marketing, meeting so many different people and I hear about all their experiences, it makes my life seem even more boring than it really is.. actually no, it just seems epic boring anyways.

But still, it just makes me ask, 'why arn't I doing all those great things?'... it puzzles me. It's not that I don't want to, but it's just the matter of time and timing.. and possibly courage. Leaving the secure and safe environment is always hard but has been always on my mind since the beginning of high school. The adventure and the mysteries I aim to endeavour. I guess the typical response is just.. 'someday'.

Watching anime and playing games like FFXIII, where characters are pitted against obstacles out of their control and finding the self-confidence and strength to overcome them, makes me reflect on examples in my life, however bland and pathetic compared to life-risking situations... yeah it just feels so boring. I probably just need to go on holidays, somewhere... like my 2 months holiday in HK, Japan and less likely Korea (because it was a tour), but for the other destinations, going alone with no plan is what I liked. The adventure, the mystery and the unknown everyday. How I miss it.
Even more, I want to go on an adventure with people, just gives it the character you need.

Every adventure needs a hero..